I am happy to say that I am completely moved in and settled into my new home! I feel so AMAZING! I was worried that without the help of my dad and stop mom that I would be stressed out, and not know how to handle the house, kids, work etc.... But the opposite has happened. I feel more organized, energized, satisfied and content.
The big move was last weekend, and that first night as I sat on the couch looking at the piles and piles of boxes I thought OH MY GOSH.... I am never going to get all of this done. But Sunday morning N came over with the boys (Jonah was home sick with Mike) and he helped me put all the kids beds together and move some things around. (Thanks N! I appreciate it!... can't wait for you to come back and finish hanging stuff up!) And all week I just unpacked and unpacked and unpacked, organized, organized, organized...... along with you know that pesky thing called work! I was able to in less than a week be all ready and done in the new house. There are still some things that need to be hung up on the walls. But for the most part, EVERY box has been unpacked and everything has been put in its proper place!! WOO HOO!!!
And on TOP of the amazing news of my new house I received my final divorce papers in the mail. It is finally OFFICIAL.... I honestly thought I would have an emotional moment when I saw those papers. But it didn't happen that way.... I was excited and happy about it. It all happened in the most perfect timing. I am forever grateful to have known, loved, and remain best friends with Mike.... the fact that I have the four most amazing boys makes every tear, sob, mental breakdown worth it. (Don't get me wrong, we had a lot of amazing, happy, fun times too) But now as an official single woman, I feel damned good!
I have a new outlook on myself. I know there are things that I need to improve on in my own self. I am working on that. I am starting by presenting myself the best that I can possibly can. I am trying to make sure that my outer me truly represents how the inner me feels. It helps that it is spring and love wearing dresses and heels this time of year!! Trying to always wear a smile, and get away from that constant frown that tends to appear in my eyebrows! I can't be happy if I don't make it happen. I do not need anyone to make me happy and satisfied with myself and my life. I need me.... and as a result of me being happy, my boys will see the changes in my attitude and life and will reap the benefits of it!
Happy Friday everyone.... live life to the fullest!! Enjoy your weekend!
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